Derek Carr was asked several times during the 2017 season whether a Week 4 back injury impacted his throwing motion, his play, his ability to produce. The Raiders quarterback dismissed the inquiries each time, proclaiming full health.
That wasn't the whole truth. Three transverse process fractures in his back did affect him. Carr didn't admit that. He didn't want to use injury as an excuse. His play, Carr figured, should stand on its own.
Now, with the 2017 season in the rearview, Carr was a bit more candid about his physical state.
"When you break three bones in your back, it doesn't feel good," Carr said in this week's episode of the Raiders Insider Podcast (Subscribe right here). "I'm thankful God healed me to the point I could walk around and be able to practice. Injuries will never be something I talk about, especially during the season, but since it's after the season, the (back issue) was one of those things that was there."
Denver's Adam Gotsis kneed Carr in the back during a third-quarter sack. The fractures occurred there, and removed Carr from that 16-10 loss. The original prognosis had Carr out 2-4 weeks. He missed but one game and never stopped to rest. He missed a Wedneday practice, was limited the rest of the week and was questionable for a game backup EJ Manuel ultimately played.
Carr pushed to get back in the lineup. He didn't miss another game, but that doesn't mean the back injury was behind him.
"I had to deal with it," Carr said. "I had to do certain things to manage it, but I just didn't talk about it. I didn't want it to be an excuse. It was a want more than anything else. I didn't want it to be a reason. I couldn't let that be a reason why I couldn't do A, B or C."
Carr's back wasn't the sole reason for lackluster offensive output, but it played a part. The Raiders dealt with flux in play calling and scheme preference, especially in the run game. On-field struggles splintered the locker room some, and an ironclad confidence began to soften.
Carr stands three-plus weeks from last season's end. Distance provides perspective, and Carr wishes he could've done something to pull his Raiders out of a tailspin.
"I've looked back at the season over the past couple weeks and wondered if I could have done something or said something or acted upon something at a certain time," Carr said. "You're always looking to get better. …
"I've looked back (at) the way things were handled, things that went down and said, ‘Man. I wish I could've had the knowledge I have now. I would go back and fix that.' That's how things work. You gain experience from every situation you go through and try to be better the next time."