CHICAGO - Even after losses, Johnny Cueto tends to find a way to flash a smile or two in post-game interviews. He is as competitive as it gets between the lines, but off the field he embraces a relaxed attitude.
There was none of that Tuesday night at Wrigley. Cueto wore a dour look while describing a 4-1 loss to the Cubs, perhaps because he is a man searching for answers. Cueto was already pitching with a blister for the first time in his career. On Tuesday, he admitted he's now trying to make the ball dance while dealing with a second blister.
The first, on his middle finger, popped up at the end of the spring and has bothered Cueto off and on. The second, on his index finger, formed in St. Louis last week.
"It's not an excuse," Cueto said several times. "I was getting hit."
The Cubs crushed three homers, including a 470-foot bomb from Kyle Schwarber. All three pitches leaked right over the heart of the plate, and Cueto admitted that he can't get that final twist on the ball as he normally does. A tad of his movement is missing, and hitters are taking advantage.
"It's just those pitches I left hanging," Cueto said through interpreter Erwin Higueros. "When you leave pitches hanging or put them right in the middle of the plate, you're going to pay the price."
The homers - by Schwarber, Jason Heyward and Anthony Rizzo - represented 60 percent of the hits Cueto gave up. He struck out eight in six innings.
"It's a little unlike Johnny to make mistakes like that," manager Bruce Bochy said. "You like to think you could make a mistake and get away with it, but he didn't tonight. A couple of fastballs he pulled over the heart of the plate and then one cutter."
Catcher Buster Posey said the Cubs were on Cueto's heater, so the duo tried to adjust. You can't pitch without your fastball, though, and Cueto's isn't quite as explosive as it was in his first year with the Giants. The velocity is down a couple of ticks, but it's unclear if that too is related to the blisters.
What is clear is that Cueto is a different pitcher in his second season in San Francisco. He has a 4.64 ERA and opposing hitters are batting .253 with 11 homers. Through 10 starts last year, Cueto had a 2.83 ERA and was holding hitters to a .229 average. He had allowed just two homers.
"Gosh, it's just probably a few more mistakes than he made last year," Bochy said. "He's still competing so well and he gives you a chance to win every game."
Cueto made it through six despite the long-ball issues, but that wasn't enough against Jon Lester, who would have faced Cueto in Game 5 last October. Lester needed just 99 pitches to carve up the Giants for a complete game. He threw 70 strikes.
That's the type of efficient performance the Giants came to expect from Cueto last year. Cueto still expects it from himself, but his fingers aren't cooperating. Asked if he would take a short stint on the DL to get right, Cueto said he can't. He needs to keep pitching and have callouses form. Plus, any break without throwing would be a significant blow to a team trying desperately to stay within shouting distance of a playoff spot.
"Basically, it makes no sense whatsoever," to take a break, Cueto said.